ACADEMY & SOCIETY w/ Dr. Tracy
Hello Queens... I'm Dr. Tracy
HOW (& WHY) I BECAME A POWER OF THE DIVINE FEMININE JUNKIE
As an Aquarian and seeker of knowledge, I've been on a quest for the Power of the Divine Feminine for most of my life. Only for most of my life, I had NO idea it was the Divine Feminine I was searching for.
That was until May 2014, when once again I found myself feeling invisible; suffering from yet another internal ambush of anxiety and depression; and still not able to get financial traction under my feet - in spite of all my hard work, effort, and years of being in the empowerment business.
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My transformational tipping-point happened one day while sitting in my creative studio over-looking the Newport Beach Back Bay. I was having yet another "miserable monologue" with my Higher Power about my recent emotional aches, pains and sufferances, when suddenly my complaint session was interrupted with what I now understand to be one of my Divine Downloads.
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Before I continue, allow me to share what I mean by "Divine Downloads".
Since childhood I have received "downloads". Some may refer to these deep inner knowings as messages from other side, or prophetic channeling. However, I simply call these messages "downloads". Specifically Divine Download because just as files download from the internet onto our computer and provide us with knowledge we are searching for, my "downloads" literally load into my spirit system and the next thing I know I am sharing formulas of emotional wisdom that are far wiser and more insightful than my human Self.
Well, that afternoon at my creative studio, my negative thoughts were suddenly over-ridden by a very clear download that said. "Soul Questions". I remember those words so clearly because I had never heard the term "Soul Questions" before; and after checking Google and discovering that Google also had nothing on the subject, my curiosity was peaked, and I asked the obvious question at hand: "What in the heck is a Soul Question?"
The answer that downloaded into my spirit changed the trajectory of my life forever.
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"A Soul Question is the question your soul comes to this existence with.
It is a question we are to spend a lifetime unveiling and discovering.
It, in a sense, navigates us to the grand purpose of our journey."
​It took only moments for me to reflect on my life, my love choices, my self-sabotages, my aches, pains and my unanswered dreams when without hesitation my Soul Question became crystal clear.
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"What does it mean
to authentically love yourself?"
To make a 10-year story short, the next day I began my Self-Love Journey, which to be honest, I thought that would be the final destination. But what transpired over that decade was an excavational and evolutionary life make-over that changed my effort filled world into magic.
It was a journey that began with the purging of my deep-seeded broken belief system that kept me stuck in a "one-step forward, three-steps back" cycle, and ended by introducing me to the missing piece of my soul, the Divine Feminine, and all the tools, principles and formulas this empowered me with to create my life by design. ​
Of course, all of these amazing lessons are in my Feminine Boss Academy course, but some of my significant life shifts and highlights included:
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Going from a Self-Love Deprecate to living with a non-negotiable, steely foundation of Self-Love under my emotional feet (no more knock-down days -or people- for me).
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Going from a messy manifester to a miraculous manifester (a super power tool we need to create our life by design.)
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Going from a powerless and unclear life vision plan, to discovering my true Personal Power and my Birth Rights. (These are physical, emotional and spiritual tools and insights we need to take-up our space without apology, not sacrifice our dreams for others, and succeed in the name of Love!)
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Growing from an exhausted entrepreneur, to a fully awakened my soul-prenuer (the key ingredient to turn our daydreams into life realities and never suffer from burnout again.)
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And most magical (literally), I went from an internally fragile existence to stepped into my Divine Feminine, the missing part of my soul that allowed me to finally show-up as my Authentic Self, which is where our real super-power resides.
ONE LAST DIVINE SECRET YOU NEED TO KNOW
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​If you are reading this, and feel a spark of hope in my story, I am excited. In just a moment I'll share how we can connect.
But... if you are more like me, and reading this sparked hope, yet it also launched your "16" (i.e. the wounded or traumatized side of you) and now "she"is now internally screaming "YOU CAN'T DO THIS! You DON'T deserve this! This CAN'T be your destiny! Don't you REMEMBER what you have been through? Don't you REMEMBER what you have DONE!?" Let me share one last secret about me.
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Ever since I was young, I always believed that I was meant to leave my footprint in this life. But by the time I was 28 years old I had lost that hope. I was sitting on the opposite side of an awful, painful divorce that destroyed both my self- worth and my bank account. I had lost my job (because he would not stop stalking me and I got fired for the disruption). Due to his violence, I had to leave my home and go into hiding with only my dog and my car filled with my clothes. I was truly at rock bottom... and yet... it was at that low place of my life, that (what I understand now) the Divine showed up.
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It happened one day during my prayer and meditation time. I was at a point that I honestly didn't have the energy to speak a word. All I
could do was sit in holy silence and allow my tears to metaphorically be captured in the hands of the great I AM, hoping I would get an insight into what my next steps and plan for my life would be. Then, all of a sudden something happened: My body began to gently rock side-to-side, in a soothing gentle movement that literally felt that I was in the arms of a mother's love.
I remember it felt so healing and safe, like a refuge of safety, that I allowed myself to completely lean into its wonderfullness. Then, the only way I can describe it is to say that it felt that something breathed into me, and all at once there was an explosion of powerful emotions that fiercely swirled throughout my body! I felt Magnificence. Brilliance. Compassion beyond understanding. Creative intellect. Wisdom without boarders. LOVE from a cellular to spiritual level.
The encounter was like NOTHING I had ever experienced, and in truth, it was so spectacular that my human self could not remain in its energy. So I sprung open my eyes, gasped, and said outload "What was THAT?!" And the download that dropped into my spirit was, "That is who I made when I created Woman..."
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Since that day I realized I had been given one of the greatest gifts of life. I was shown the blueprint of the Divine Feminine in every woman. I was shown our power, our brilliance, our majesty (which is why I refer to all women as "Queen"). I was shown who we all have the potential to be, regardless of where we are at along this journey.
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​​​AND NOW IT IS YOUR TURN
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Queen! I am here to tell you that if your hope is sparked and you are ready to awaken your Divine Feminine, in spite of anything you have in your past (or present) this is your time, your tribe and your transformation! From Feminine Boss Free stuff, to Transformational Travel (where wisdom and wanderlust meet), we are a unique (and fun) global community of big dreamers, great believers, who believe in living our life with tools, practices and principles infused in Feminine Energy, that empower us to live our life by design. So, if you are interested in more, or just want to say hello, contact me below. There is much love here. ​
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